~*[.yInGz.dIaRy.]*~ -at a loss-
halo..
sighh.. wanted peace.. buden everyone was at home today.. great.....
why are all dese happening?.. im reeli upset to see dese but wad can i do? i feel tat nothing's goin rite and i tink we are drifting further and further away.. okay i tink im confusing u... but i meant alot of different things..
hmm.. i dono if im gona heck care or turn back... i feel guilty.. haii.. why am i lyk tis? shld i lyk.. be good? wad do i wan exactly? im in a dilemma now..!! arGh... can i stop making choices..?!? sighh. i guess.. i shld... turn back.... okie im not gona regret it le.. no matter wad... and found out one interesting thing today.. sombodi's joining bmt.. and im reeli surprised.. u noee.. cos i tot of my reason for joining.. anyway mus thank him.
wo zou xiang qian.. ni kan bu jian.. zhen de yao yuan... jiu lian tan xi.. ying zi ting jian.. ye shi wu yan.. ni zou xiang qian.. wo kan bu jian.. ni de si nian... ni he wo zhi jian.. ge zhe yi tiao jie xian bu cen you gai bian..
im reeli deproving.. until very cham... haii. my studies are in a mess.. i tink my pa may be right bout the reason.. my math science.. everything..? i tink my chinese oso dying... i very scared i wouldnt be interested in studies anymore.. im reeli struggling.. iz strange.. the more i study.. the worse i get.. i guess i made too many mistakes le bah.. i shld repent.. ='(
i don believe u all will give up de... rite?.. pls.. we hav so little time left... i noe iz kind of hard on u all.. buden... u all spent so much time building up yr relationships.. giving up is too easy.. so don do it.. anyway.. i reeli hav faith in you all.. ya..
last of all.. i tink im too stupid.. haha. gao xing ma? i admit liao.. okayy.. cos im lyk searching all the troubles for myself.. wad for..? lala... i guess tis is part of life..? haha. anyway it was quite fun getting into troubles too.. =S aiya i lying bout the last part la.. haha. hmm. i feel quite disappointed.. at first i tot things were goin quite well for us.. buden.. now iz lyk back to the same spot.. why arr... sobs.
oh ya. how can i forget bout tis? haha. c girls won their first national match yesterday!! haha. against unity. lol. was a vVvVv interesting match. felt lyk crying.. den dey wanted to lie to others tat dey lost. haha. bu hao yi si.. wo bu shi gu yi yao pian ni men.. haha.. made them felt worried le.. hMm yeahh a great day spent yesterday.. continue to jia you and im sure u all can make it into the finals.. yay den can skip lessons!! wOo! haha. =P
okie tAtA~
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